The class I am taking has
instructed us to write about our values, hoping to help us connect our values
with the actions we choose and the paths we take.
I am no poet, I am no philosopher, and I am bad at imitation, so I must speak plainly. For the sake of the subject at hand, I would like to write well and clearly.
The most important thing in the world is God. The thing I value most is His grace. The goal of my life is to bring glory to Him. This is so important that in comparison, everything else I value is worthless, and all other goals are cheap.
I am no poet, I am no philosopher, and I am bad at imitation, so I must speak plainly. For the sake of the subject at hand, I would like to write well and clearly.
The most important thing in the world is God. The thing I value most is His grace. The goal of my life is to bring glory to Him. This is so important that in comparison, everything else I value is worthless, and all other goals are cheap.
The value I place in God does not
come from my own conscious choices and actions, but stems from the things that
God Himself has done, the hope of eternal life that He gives, and the work that
His Spirit does in my heart.
The world is full of selfishness,
of injustice, of greed, of pride. Though the world is full of many other things
as well, sin leaves a stain, and splits the world down to its core. Life can be
full of beautiful things, but we feel that brokenness, and we all know the face
of sorrow.
How could it be solved? We know
we cannot ask for justice, because we would all be condemned. Are we all not
guilty of contributing to the evil in the world? Do we not shudder at the
extents of our self-centeredness? If we do not, have we truly examined
ourselves? What we need, somehow, is for peoples’ very nature to be changed. What
we need is forgiveness, for the world to be made right without destroying the
inhabitants.
And somehow, God knew all of
this.
We look at our fellow humans and
struggle to find them worthy of love.
Would God find them more
righteous than we do?
Yet He came to earth and
sacrificed Himself so that we would be forgiven and made new. Jesus took our
sins on himself so we could have the righteousness of God. He sent his Spirit
of Goodness and Truth to guide us, to change our hearts, to free us from the
constraints of our selfishness and give us understanding.
And this is His promise, that I
cling to desperately:
That all sinners who cry out to
Him for forgiveness will no longer carry their guilt or their eternal consequences.
That our value lies not in what we do or who we are, else we lose our value
when we fail or take pride in our superiority when we succeed, but that our
value lies in the things that have been done for us, the things that have been
given to us. That, through the Spirit, our very nature can be continually
changed to one of genuine love.
That in the end, every wrong will
be made right. That one day, we will look at the world and all things in it and
understand that it has all worked for the glory of God and for the good of
those who love Him. That our God is powerful—not just to make good things come
from good things, as anyone else can do, but powerful enough to make good
things come even from the terrible things we see.
That Love will reign, that the
victory has already been won.
That death will turn backwards
and pain is an illusion.
That we can find a hope eternal
A peace that passes understanding
Joy that fills to overflowing.
That we can find Grace
Because Grace has come to us.
To know this shapes my entire
life. I value this because I have no choice. This Truth encompasses all I was
created to value and long for. Could I possibly understand something like this
and view it with indifference? No- to know this is to carry a heart bleeding
with gratitude and repentance.
If God has done this for me, if
He has died on the cross to save me, a sinner, and if His greatest hope is that
I rejoice in Him and work for His glory, that must be my greatest hope as well.
Similarly, what lengths shall I,
myself, go to for others? Can I scorn a stupid classmate or dismiss an annoying
child? The King of Heaven laid down his greatest Treasure for me, a sinner.
And what can I hold against other
people? For I have rebelled against the very God who created me, and He died to
forgive that.
Can I act with reluctance, can I
obey just out of obligation? My debt has already been paid; shouldn’t
everything I do be done out of rejoicing, and be done with twice the effort?
Do not misinterpret me: I fall
very short very regularly. I do not pretend to have achieved all these things,
or to live like I know that I ought to. Nevertheless, I keep trying. I keep working
towards a life that properly reflects the things God has done for me, and when
I cannot live up to that, I can still rejoice. (For, after all, the story of
grace never had much to do with my own abilities.)
Now
to Him who is able to do far more than all that we ask or imagine, according to
the power at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus
throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen.
Very mature young adult. Great insights beyond your years. Keep the Faith, trust in God and you will be rewarded.
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